Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Run by Ajo Despuig


We rode a bus to hell
I saw the mist constrict
Our soul, our mind, our life
The world spun around

The room was familiar
Everyone is there
A shot, a gun, a knife
Tears, sweat, blood fell

We have to get away
But let us have fun while we are here
A cliff, a rope, a bomb
Tonight, I will be your hero

So run, girl run
Just run, don’t stop
Don’t even look behind
You can love me in the end
You can kiss me in the end
You can save me in the end
You can kill me in the end

Monday, June 14, 2010

A Poem A Day: Life Goes On (14 June 2010) by Ajo Despuig


Thou has been carrying burdens upon thy back
And telling lies for anyone who might listen
But I do not blame thee now for all is well
And life goes on

Thou has been throwing cautions in the wind
And the wind does not keep a secret
It speaks to anyone who wants to eavesdrop
But life goes on

Thou has been loving hearts that does not care for thee
And killing thee with every promises bent and broken
Not all heart deserves thy love
Still, life goes on

Thou has been kissing faceless specters
And making love to them in bed of nails and roses
Yet, they left thee in the morning
But life goes on

Thou has been living life as best as thy can
And following thy heart in every forked road
If they tell thee thou art not good enough
Remember child, life goes on

Sunday, June 13, 2010

A Poem A Day: Up, Down (13 June 2010) by Ajo Despuig


The sky sheds a tear
Just for the earth and the sun
As tides go up, down

A Poem A Day: Truants (12 June 2010) by Ajo Despuig


The time will draw near that storms will come
For us, we face it day by day
As truants for life, come what may
With nature- all- I am home

We do not fear for faith is here
And Father- my strength, my hope
Let us find a way to elope
The only things that can kill us is fear

I am not afraid to open your past
Mine is as shady as grey
As truants in love- come what may
We will be each other’s last

Friday, June 11, 2010

A Poem A Day: Ulan (11 June 2010) by Ajo Despuig


Isang- libong patak ng gunita ang dala
Ng ulan sa ating kutis ay nagbibigay alaala
Ng kahapong natapos na tila isang segundo lamang
Sa orasan ng buhay na walang hangganan

Nilusong ang baha na matalinghaga
Naglaro sa dumi na kahanga- hanga
Ang amoy ay tila sampaguita para sa akin
Lumulutang mga pangarap at mga hiling

Hindi ako natutong magpayong
O kahit maghanap ng maayos na silong
Ang ulan ay dapat nating tangkilikin
Ang bawat kulog at kidlat ay sining

Huwag kang matakot na ika’y maulanan
Sapagkat ang pasma ay nasa isip lamang
Damhin ang patak ng ambon sa bibig
Simbolo ng malikot at minsanan lamang na pag-ibig

A Poem A Day: Masterpiece (10 June 2010) by Ajo Despuig


I took a can of paint and colored the sky red
The water’s black, the cloud, purple
I look above and saw the heavens parted
And a perpetual hand swooped down to earth to grab me
Life is more like wrestling than dancing
Do not make it put you down
Your life is your canvas, the colors are memories
Light and bright is happiness
Dark, dull, black- sadness
But oh, when put together
A masterpiece, a masterpiece

A Poem A Day: Tonight (9 June 2010) by Ajo Despuig


Tonight, we die here
As we again reached the stars
I’ll take it from here

A Poem A Day: A Thief in the Night (8 June 2010) by Ajo Despuig


Good news it is for the righteous kind
A curse and damnation for the wicked mind
But men cannot believe or be of fright
For death comes like a thief in the night

It’s advent in our life, we cannot say
Nor it is fine to say come what may
What can we do then? Oh but take heed
Of all life’s doctrines and on it, feed

It comes to the old man on his death bed
Or to an infant in its mother’s stead
From love, hate, plague and sickness too
Wars in our homes and in Waterloo

From how you breathe, thou shall die
And count the tears while thou lie
And wait for the day to be ascended
To celestial glory or whatever thou have been merited

Oh death when will thou take me?
Or what manner or how will thou set me free?
Life is nothing without thine corruption
Death and life- a same mission

A New Room by Ajo Despuig


I walked inside a familiar room
A place of darkness- eminent gloom
Can still see blood stains on the wall
From the night I lost her, myself, et al.

The ceiling fan has gathered dust and tears
Anger, hate, apathy, futility, fears
This has to change, I told myself
I grabbed a hammer and took down the shelves

Old picture of me and her, I covered
With new images and posters, I cowered
Under the bed and took a bag
Full of her old clothes who can be mistaken as rags

I took different cans of paint
Of various colors, hues and tints
One by one, spilled it in the walls
Coat by coat, roll upon roll

My fan was replaced by a bulb of light
I don't need air, I need my rights
The stains are now nowhere to be found
Everything is new- even the ground

My old room is now dead
A new one was born in its stead
Goodbye to a past of mistakes and sinning
A new room, a new beginning

Homecoming by Ajo Despuig


The bus ride from Bacolod to the small town of Magallon in Negros Occidental felt like an eternity to a young man named Moises. It has been five years since he last went home to the place of his birth where he learned how to live and how to love as well as how to hate and how to die.

The year was 1946 and the war that was known as World War II recently ended but it left a wound inside Moises and going back home revived the pain in his heart that has scarred and hunted him yet fueled his bravado when he was still fighting the war against the invading Japanese along with the Negrense guerillas across their island.

The bus stopped in the heart of the town, the plaza, where the bus stop was located. He slowly descended the vehicle and looked around. The ruins left by the war were still visible in his home town, from the dilapidated town hall to the razed market. “The injuries left by the invaders are still fresh,” he thought to himself.

He painfully recalled the dreadful morning that changed his life in an instant as he walked around the plaza.

It was a sunny Sunday morning and it was the market day in Magallon and people all around the town were gathered in the plaza and in the market to buy and sell livestock, harvests and produce. Moises along with his older brother Carlos and younger sister Susana was tasked by their tatay and nanay to sell sweet potatoes yielded from a small piece of land which they cultivated located in a small sitio called Funda Daan.

He and his siblings sat around a big abaca basket where the sweet potatoes were contained when they noticed two shadows in the ground which they traced to its source in the sky. They saw two fighter planes going north where the US military installation in their small town was located.

After a few minutes they heard two thunderous explosions which rocked the plaza. Everyone was shocked and confused and Moises saw smoke coming from the north. Though still fifteen-years old, he heard that the Japanese are attacking Manila and he quickly thought of that. A minute or two passed and the residents saw the fighter planes again and it started to openly shoot at them. It did not hesitate to fire at men, women and children, and when the planes reached the town plaza, Moises saw one of it released a round object and it exploded as it hit the ground. Products flew around and the people started to run away but a big truck full of Japanese soldiers appeared and fired at those escaping.

Suddenly aware of the danger, Moises looked around and he saw Susana holding the lifeless body of Carlos. He ran to his siblings and he noticed two holes in his brother’s chest and he hugged the body along side his sister.

Tears trickled down Moises’ cheeks as he remembered that awful day. He stood near the spot where he thought the bomb hit the ground. It was getting dark so he started his hike to the home where he grew up.

As he walked down the road, he recollected how he and Susana ran the same path to their home. He wept as he remembered how he noticed that his sister was limping and he saw blood gushing out of her right leg. He did not notice it earlier but that surely caught his attention at that moment. Susana stumbled down and Moises carried her rest of the way. They hid in the bushes once he heard the rumbles made by the Japanese’ truck. “They are now heading to our sitio,” he told Susana but the girl did not answer back but simply lifelessly stared at him.

He was still carrying the dead body of his sister when they reached their home which was now ablaze and surrounded by the invaders. He can still hear the cry of his mother as the fire slowly but surely ate her body along with the house where he was born. The Japanese was laughing at her frantic cry for help and at the foot of the soldiers there sprawled a headless body of his father.

When the soldiers left he jumped out of the spot where he was hiding and he noticed he was still carrying his sister. He went to look at his tatay’s corpse and laid down Susana beside him. The fire was now dying but he knew that his nanay is all ready dead beneath the rubble of the charcoaled nipa hut.

Someone suddenly jumped out of the nearby forage and Moises quickly stooped down and picked a rock from the ground to use in self-defense. He saw his sweetheart Amor along with his brother Mario and their eyes was still swelling from crying.

“They got out father too,” Amor said as she lunged at Moises to hug him. “Mother is still hiding though,” she added.

“They will repay,” Moises mumbled.

Mario walked up to him and held his shoulder as Amor loosened her grip on him. “Moises, I know someone that might help us,” he said.

He and Mario then made a plan to join other men to join the guerillas in Bacolod to fight off the Japanese. Amor kissed him just before he and Mario left Funda Daan.

He was now a few meters away from their home and many things have changed in him. He is now without Mario who was killed in Bago City in a skirmish with the invaders, he also learned how to write proficiently from an American soldier who was with them in the guerilla force and he is planning to go back to school and become a teacher. Though the wounds inside him are still fresh, he is now planning to start a new life now that the war just ended and freedom of his country was all ready promised by the Americans.

He reached his destination and saw that the rubbles that used to be their home was now cleaned and there was a new nipa hut standing in its place. Though definitely smaller, it looks the same as his childhood house. He started up the foothold and entered the hut and he saw the familiar innocence and beauty though much more mature face of Amor staring back at him. And her presence made the wounds heal and the pain gone.

“Moises, welcome back,” she said. “Please do not leave again.”

Moises answered by putting her arms around her and kissing her in the lips. They stayed in that position until they grew weary. A new life awaited him in the arms of the person he loves most. Life had been unpleasant before but a new chapter in his life is unfolding and though unsure of what will happen, he knows that the best is yet to come

Rigor and the Red Bucket by Ajo Despuig


Along the coasts of Manila, there is a small island unknown to the city dwellers which was called “The Island of the Lost.” Why? Because all lost things and garbage swept to the sea accumulated in this area. It was once a small island but the rubbish of the Manila people became extensions of the original island. So, if you did get a chance to see it, it might look like a floating junk yard.

The island is also inhabited by people who themselves are lost. Some were also swept by the currents to it, while some are actually descendants of those people.

Such was the case of a young man named Rigor. His parents were survivors of a shipping line mishap who were swept by the current to a mass of trash which turned out to be an island that was inhabited by other people.

The people welcomed the couple and were attracted to the simplicity of life in it. In the island, there are no poor people for there are no rich people.

In the center of the island you can find a coconut tree which is the only sign that there is actually life underneath the garbage. The tree is the only source of food and water by the population of the island. They have learned to utilize the coconut meat into several dishes like roasted coconut, coconut-flavored coconut, coconut stew and fried coconut meat.

Not only was it a source of food, but some people actually made the tree a religious icon. They worshipped it.

How the coconut can feed all of them is a mystery to all.

Rigor always wanted to leave the island.

“Why would you want to do that?” asked his father while they were eating sweet and sour coconut for dinner. “This place is paradise.”

“But I want to know more. I want to see more,” Rigor said. “Plus, I am sick of eating coconut,” as he pushed his plate away from him.

“Now our son is too good for the God-tree,” said Rigor’s mother. She was obviously a member of the coconut cult as what Rigor called it.

“No, it is because he does not love us anymore,” exclaimed his father with tears in his eyes.

“We are not good enough for him,” his mother added tearfully.

“Mother, father, it is not like that,” Rigor said. “I just want to experience what I have read from this,” showing his parents a Manila travel guide pamphlet. “It was given to me by Gil.”

“Oh, that good for nothing rascal,” the father said. “He is corrupting your mind,” he said.

“I lost my appetite,” he stood up and went inside his room.

“Rigor, I swear that if you do not come back here, I will not give you a serving of our dessert,” shouted the mother.

“Coconut meat covered in molasses does not count as dessert to me,” he shouted back. He lies done in his bed and he devised his plan to run away from and come to Manila.

He made sure that his parents were all ready sleeping when he went out of his room. He left a letter in their dining table explaining why he ran away and promising to them that he will return. He opened their main door as quietly as he can and off he flew into the night.

Rigor then went to his friend Gil’s house. He was infamous in the island for crossing the sea and visiting the main land from time to time.

“So this is what we need to do,” he instructed Rigor. “We will go to the northern tip of this island and that is where you will begin your journey.”

“Will I swim all the way to Manila?” Rigor asked.

“Of course not, smart guy,” Gil replied. “You will be riding this, where is it? There it is!” he showed Rigor a big red bucket.

He became excited for it was the first time that he found out that buckets are used to cross the ocean.

“Once you reached Manila, look for Philip and he will be your guide,” added Gil. Rigor nodded enthusiastically.

“Plus, Rigor, can I ask you a favor?” said Gil.

“Anything for you friend,” Rigor replied.

“Once you are in Manila, can you get me some chicken?” cried Gil.

“What are those?” Rigor asked.

“Oh, Philip will tell you,” his friend answered. “And once you have them, put them here. This is called a box. You can actually get some in the main land but they will try to sell it to you.” He added. “They sell everything in Manila but here it is free.”

Gil accompanied Rigor to the northern tip of the island. Gil helped him climbed inside the bucket. It was a little small for him so he crammed his legs inside. He then held on to the box. Once everything was ready, Gil gave the bucket a slight nudge and off it went following the current to Manila.

After a few hours he found himself in the shores of Manila. He noticed how dirty its beach was. “The island and Manila smells the same,” he told himself. He stood up and for the first time, he noticed how painful his legs are for sitting inside the bucket. He walked along the beach with the bucket on one hand and the box on the other

“Boo!” cried a man behind him and Rigor hit him with the bucket. “Wait, wait, I mean no harm,” he said. Rigor relaxed upon hearing the man and asked him “Who are you?”

“I am Philip and I believe you are from the island, aren't you?” said the stranger.

“Yes, I am Rigor,” he answered. “And how did you find out?”

“That bucket is Gil's,” Philip answered.

“Yes, and he told me that you will be my guide,” Rigor said back.

“Well, I think I can,” Philip said. “But let us go to my house first for breakfast.”

“You are from the island right?” Rigor asked him.

“Yes,” his guide answered. “But I am now living here for about a year now.”

“Is it really better here?” he asked Philip.

“It depends on what the word ‘better’ means to you,” answered the guide as they reached his house. It was a small shack located just a few meters from the road. There was small window which overlooks the sea where Rigor has just come from. He put down the bucket and gave the box to Philip. Philip went to a portion of his house which looks like a kitchen to Rigor.

He opened a pot then took out what looks like a brown piece of rock. He put several of those rocks inside the box that Gil gave him and he put five of those rocks in a plate. Philip put the plate down in a small plastic table and asked Rigor to sit down near the table in a plastic chair. Philip then sat opposite Rigor.

“This is a fried chicken. Taste it,” Philip said. Rigor reluctantly picked-up a chicken from the platter and slowly bit into it. “This is really good,” he exclaimed. “What are chickens anyway?” he asked.

Philip smiled and pointed to a creature behind Rigor. He did not notice it when he entered and he was totally shocked from what he saw.

“But, but, that creature is still alive,” Rigor stuttered.

“Silly, you have to kill it and cook it before you eat it,” Philip answered.

“You mean you have to kill something so you can eat?” the guest asked. Philip just nodded. “That’s terrible.”

“That is how they eat here in Manila,” Philip explained. “Someone needs to die to quench someone’s desire,” he added. “Remember how everyone eats coconut in the island?” Rigor was asked and he replied with a nod. “They do the same thing to chickens here. Fried chicken, roasted chicken, baked chicken, chicken soup, chicken ala king and many others,” he added as Rigor grimaced.

“And I thought people from the island are silly,” Rigor stated. “At least people here in Manila do not worship trees right?” he asked Philip.

“Well they worship a thief here and his name is the Mayor,” Philip said.

“The people pay tribute to him but he always wants more,” Philip said. “He steals from them but with just a wink, he can make his crimes disappear,” he added.

“It is better to worship a tree rather that pray to a stealing god named Mayor,” Philip expressed and Rigor nodded again.

“So you see Rigor, Manila is not entirely different from the island. I think it is even better there,” Philip said.

“Then why are you living here?” the young man asked.

“So I can warn those who want to move here,” his guide said. “I want to tell them how it is so much better to live in simplicity rather than to follow the corrupt ways of the modern world.”

Rigor understood very well and he told Philip to accompany him back to the shore so he can go back to his home island which Philip dutifully did.

Once Rigor was again aboard his bucket with the box of food, Philip gave the bucket a small kick that sends the bucket spinning away from the shore.

“Philip, thank you!” Rigor said. “You’re welcome,” his host replied.

Rigor looked at the horizon towards the Island of the Lost, excited to see the tall coconut tree on its center and he did not even look back at Manila.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Quoting Unquotable Quotes: Funny and Stupid Quotes

Hey, I used the word quote four times in my title. The title probably explained what this account is about so I will not explain anymore. (Aha! Two "explain" in that last sentence)If you have more, please do add. Let us stop stupidity by making fun
of it!

It’s so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and then don’t say it.

A lot of beautiful people are stupid. There’s a tremendous amount of idiots who look so good. It’s frightening.

Please provide the date of your death.

As far as we know, our computer has never had an undetected error.

Being stupid is its own reward

Fiction writing is great, you can make up almost anything.

I owe a lot to my parents, especially my mother and father.

Only the wisest and stupidest of men never change.

STUPID = Smart Talented Unique Person In Demand

With fame I become more and more stupid, which of course is a very common phenomenon.

I say no to drugs, but they don’t listen.

If aliens are looking for intelligent life?! WHY THE HECK ARE YOU SCARED?!

The government is not doing enough about cleaning up the environment. This is a good planet.

Sure, it’s going to kill a lot of people, but they may be dying of something else anyway.

Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I’m not sure about the former.

I have opinions of my own –strong opinions– but I don’t always agree with them.

The spontaneous rally will begin at 1:45.

Stop being so stupid.. it’s my turn.

I don’t think anyone should write his autobiography until after he’s dead.

If you have noticed this notice you will have noticed that this notice is not worth noticing

When your dad is mad and asks you, “Do I look stupid?” Don’t answer him

You can’t just let nature run wild.

Nobody in football should be called a genius. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein.

A low voter turnout is an indication of fewer people going to the polls.

I cannot tell you how grateful I am — I am filled with humidity.

The private enterprise system indicates that some people have higher incomes than others.

Eight more days and I can start telling the truth again.

Many wise words are spoken in jest, but they don’t compare with the number of stupid words spoken in earnest.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Lit: Haiku

Haiku is a form of Japanese poetry in three metrical verses of 5, 7 and 5 moras or syllable. It was popularized by the poet Matsuo Basho. In Japanese, haiku are traditionally printed in a single vertical line, while haiku in English usually appear in three lines, to parallel the three metrical phrases of Japanese haiku.

Here is an example of a haiku by Basho:

Furuike Ya

furuike ya
kawazu tobikomu
mizu no oto

In translation:

Old Pond

old pond . . .
a frog leaps in
water’s sound


Note that the translated version doesn't have a 5-7-5 syllabic pattern but this haiku was intended to be digested in the Japanese language.

Here is my own attempt to write my own haiku:

The Times Are Against Us

Our stars are dying
The sun is peeping, cold morn
East winds takes her far

Monday, January 4, 2010

hello

welcome to my new blog. i don't really need to say hello. nor goodbye.

goodbye.